Are you Happy with yourself,the way you are,the way you react,the way
you treat someone??Sometimes these questions pop up in your mind and
you start to think;and mind you no-one's perfect,u see your potholes,ur
solecism,ur deliquencies,ur wrongdoings.
But wat do u do then??
Rectify them
or
just let them be.
After all "I am What i am".
When u are done with the soulsearching,scrolling through your
memories,u r still in a state of dilemma...thinking about ur previous
mistakes and how things would have been different;somewhere inside u
know u are wrong.
But why should i change,y should i care if someone's hurt,I am unique i
won't change myself. Ur ego,ur arrogance comes in the way;
Let me tell you ur ego eats u from the inside,one nerve at a time,and u
are left alone.
U can't laugh, u can't enjoy,u can't accept,even with hundreds of
people around you u are lonely. U find faults in Everything and
Everyone.Your EGO Shadows everything.
As time passes,u are desolated,Broken.
U need someone to talk to,u want to tear urself apart,and start over
again.But its too Late!
U drown in your own tears.
U are despirited,but god grants u a second chance,u rise to start
over.
You are a whole new person now,u don't feel so lonely,u start admiring
things. U feel alive.
U love ur new profile and u don't want to repeat the same mistakes that
u made in the past,but somewhere inside lies ur untamed
doppleganger,finding the smallest reason to bubble up.
And it happens,u struggle to keep it down,and then the question pops up
"Who I Really Am??"
Identity crisis happens.
U can't sleep at night trying to figure urself out.Is it really me??
The question haunts u.
*Sigh*Believe me its not worth going back,its not worth the efforts u
made to be who u are now.
Our personality is like a key for a lock,only one fits in!
We keep on trying different keys but only one gets in.
U know something your heart knows what it wants. Whenever u are at such
a crossroad, JUST LISTEN carefully to ur heart and u'll What's Worth
and What's Not!
